How does Stockholm shape your creativity?
What moves me most about Stockholm is the closeness to water and nature. I'm not particularly urban by nature, so I don't need wine bars or concrete much, but the water is magnetic to me. I swim in the waters of Stockholm, the sea Mälaren, as often as I can, even in winter, though I usually warm up in the sauna first.
I grew up in Vaxholm, a small town by the sea where the archipelago begins. There were seagulls, the white Waxholm boats that looked like shoeboxes, and the sound of foghorns echoing through the mist. That's where my love for water began, and it remains my best therapy, the calm for my busy head, a kind of comfort.
Can you describe a typical day in your studio?
A typical day starts with some soft yoga at home. Nothing glamorous, no perfect light or calm music, just me in the middle of my teenage girls shouting about who took whose brush. But I still enjoy it.
If it's a good day, I enjoy getting dressed and finding colour combinations that make me happy. On an ordinary day, it's jeans and a sweater. Then I walk to my studio, about half an hour away. I love that walk, there's always something that catches my eye: the way an old man moves, the colour of a child's raincoat, the pattern on a tree. Sometimes I take a picture to sketch it later. These small details often become part of my work.
When I arrive, I make coffee and sometimes do ten minutes of meditation (with that English guy!) to focus. I drink my coffee and write down three key things to do that day. If I skip this, I'm all over the place. Structure doesn't come naturally; I've had to learn it.
If I'm in a productive phase, I listen to music to help me find flow. I love painting to music and letting my hand follow instinctively. If I'm sketching or thinking, I prefer instrumental music so I can hear my own thoughts. On other days, I listen to podcasts. I confess, I used to be a true crime addict, though I'm finally getting over that.
Too often, I bring work home, my bag heavier in the evening than it was in the morning. Recently, I've started leaving my computer at the studio - it's a small but important step. For years, I've struggled with balance. After COVID, or perhaps burnout, I'm not sure which, maybe both, I've had to learn new limits. I used to crash in the hallway when I came home. Now I don't work evenings, and instead, I enjoy time with my family.
Sometimes I create little family cartoons, just for myself, or scribble before bed, like my mother used to do. My daughter does it now, too. It's become a quiet ritual between us.